"I hate changes"

Blogwalking to the senior blog. Dammit, nama samarannya. Setahun dia hibernate. Sekarang dah active balik. Cun.

Somehow, his latest post macam agak related lah.

"I hate changes." Mungkin sebab aku dah selesa berada dalam comfort zone, aku dah happy, jadi aku tak mahu apa-apa perubahan. Tapi bila aku fikir balik, kalau tak berubah, macam mana nak grow?

Uncertain, benda ni yang kadang-kadang buat aku confuse dan insecure.

Quater-life crisis?

Apa pulak akan jadi esok, lusa? atau tak sempat jumpa esok, lusa?

Ah, tak perlu fikir. Baik aku fikir macam mana aku nak isi hidup aku sekarang, saat ni, detik ni dan bagaimana ni semua boleh buat aku lebih gembira in the future.

Memang wehhhh. Im too comfy here! :(

I tend to melatah when people make some changes, which affect me. And i dont prefer changes in my life. I will try to hide rather than move forward. Goshh, so pengecut. 

And that's because im happy and i've no problems. Stress free. But no, i should bersungguh sungguh in everything. No i-dah-buat-yang-termampu term. Penyakit malas and ego ni! Hoshh.

Conclusion. Suraya, please lahh change your soul/mindset to be a better person thus to live in a better life now and hereafter. Now now, no procrastinate.